I muse about my not so perfect life

hayop ang araw ko!!! nakakbwisit talaga. bago ako umalis ng bahay, tinapos ko nang i type ang letters para maifax na na namin sa mga offices kung saan ay nag invite kame ng mga speakers. di ko alam, pag sinusumpong ka ng kamalasan, di nagopen ang document ko sa computer shop dito sa school. wala na kase kameng cartridge sa printer namin, kaya nagtiatyaga ako sa papiso-pisong printing services ng aming eskwelahan. at eto na nga ayaw nang magopen ng document ko. di ko maalala ang mag nailagay ko kanina, at nagkataong wala akong maisip, kinonsumo ko na lang ang oras na inarkila ko sa pc rental at nagiisip kung paano ko isusulat ang karanasan kong mabagsik ngayong araw. gusto kong umiyak!!wala akong magawa. nakakinis talaga. sana napadala na namin. susuntukin ko na tong monitor na to, nakakgulat bakit dito ayaw mag open sa amin, wala namng problema. ayy naku, buhay nga naman. sino ba nag may kasalanan? ang diskette ko o ang pc? ewan, sana may pambili na ako ng cartridge.

3 hours!! whopping 3 hours!! thats how long i invested in modifying my blog's template. i started as early as 3 oclock pm, right after i satisfied my "survivor" craving and i ended up glued still in front of my monitor till 6 pm. then i returned by 9 pm and finished everything, from tiniest specs to the largest deatil. but in a way, its all worth wasting my time, whereas i can even consumed the hours i spent in my lousy blog doing some readings for our social theory class. or maybe finalizing the draft in our forum by next week( our professor is being hard on us, he's too impossible for not so feasible speaker). yesterday i felt busted. my fantasies crumbles when i heard that we still need to work it out and see if we click. the whole day, i felt totally depressed. good thing i got myself a scoop of ice cream (courtesy of my kind sis) and helped me pacify my existence. other topic.... i just discovered a new song. well its not new after all. my friend asked me